THRUSHES
IN HELL
A
collection of poems soon to be published in a book, in Serbian only.
The
English version was written parallel to Serbian and is not simply a
translation.
Poems
came to be in a continuous burst during four months, from December
2012 to March 2013. Only few of them were written earlier than that.
The
choice was made with help of Miroljub Todorovic.
Thrushes
in Hell
I
played with catbirds in Dark world
They
fluttered around with twitter in eyes
Tiny
feathers made corridor of Hell
Beaks
punctured leather for mask
Chief
Devil hung upside-down and baited
All
about, magpies in distress, crossed themselves
Pecking
beans of river of beans rushing
From
broken sacks of Hell
Sharply
I watched
Looking
for visions of previous poets
From
inside me crawled out logos
He
was hungry and ate a bush with okapi
Trill
increased but I was already empty
Engine
wasn't working
I
could have created Paradise in that place
Night
and stars, Sun and lake
And
fantasize
Lizard
experiments
Deep
inside is lizard
And
around is apple
Bleeding
Face
is still
But
tear is rolling
Whereto
travels tear?
Which
way may soul exit
Who
will move to meet it
On
the edge of knife dew...
Alone
(blues)
Empty
of shapes
Early,
without horizons
Light
without touch
Eye,
two doubloons
I
collect corals
Those
are hers, hers, hers
But,
keeps quiet
Rattle
teeth
Twisted
mustache
She
doesn't speak
Crushed
crane
Friable
thighs
Carmine
in pond
No
lips
Empty
ribs
They
killed her frozen
Gnawed
her spleen
Hip
rolled away
Breasts
skinned
Crackled
shoe, one
Single
Look,
search, search
I
bend above
Sea
in dust
Wooden
furrows burnt
I
will not find
I
stepped into mud
Into
clay silt
Red
algae
I
will not pull out
Mashed
ocular
Sinks
Did
not realize it was so
Beautiful
Blue
metal
There
is one formless
Planet,
rich with tiny
Glass
In
its atmosphere
They
brought it
Here
To
be death
This
is the last site of
Search
I
will silent sky
To
go away
To
remove itself
I
knew pictures
I
saw them
They
watched me
I
ate
Wheat
I
spawned snowdrops
But,
what have I loved?
She
fell apart
Clefs
On
a dress
Hagar
Qim
Once
there was a dolphin throne in Malta
Their
whistling
Carved
space in stone
And
in bedrock, by sweat, dented shape
Of
pelvis
Hammam,
with cannabis ash
Surrounded
with rivulets of the
Crucified
With
X-rays, reaped bones can be seen
Wires
stretched between standing stones
And
a heap of raven wings
Dancing
podium and lonely woman
A
morning-inspired
Saharan
The
last blue stone fell
Stomped
on by goats
Into
sharp layers of sea
Don't
listen to soles
Nor
gravediggers of the world
Fly
away, fly away
Freeing
of Korea
Body
talks to head
With
incomprehensible tincture
And
ugly eyes
Skin
whips knit salute
In
warm bed
Transient
moments are many
In
rivers are fields
Fat
paprika
Give
wide palmed
Plated
beauty
To
sinister foam
For
in white shirt
Is
hidden evil of shame
Naked,
confused
On
a beach
Cold
Fog
escaped from dreams
Magpie's
On
the other side of barrier
That
curves into pit
Planks
which are home
Swallow
laugh
Silence,
shrunk into lime
Head
awed falls
Towards
muddied body
Birch
in flesh
Grass
in vat
Hot
water
In
orange glass
Dimmed
by salt
Wrinkled
eyes
And
head top covered by ocean
Hurricane
stripes
Where
go white
Birds
cuckoos
Into
turquoise and iamb
Who
Nakeded Cliffs
Skilled
sparrow-men hunted
In
bloody bushes
And
trappers in vacant lots
Wet
grass
Hosting
Boxers
and swallow-men
With
their fists beat
Delicacies
and jingles
In
fire
Popped
They
hid, startled
Deers
and orioles
From
hairy buttocks
That
ate
Chitterlings
for
Strings
Of
wool are chords
And
dresses of hemp
Smoked
in death-rattle
Hot
For
dinner come of age
And
in the morning drunken
In
skin of centennial
Mead
Asleep
While
Stallion Trots after Loafs
In
venereal fields wet-haired
Golems
burst with blue patterns
In
resting behaved condescending
And
towards ladies smarmy
Magritte's
Rouge
In
lips soul can be seen
Thick
clouds
With
electric teeth
Dog's
Beer
Pigeons
came in
When
wind blew
And
then crow with spectacles
Pushed
in
To
read titles
Already
they have become
Dogs
Thirsty
of beer
Gossip
and
Piano
music
Hundred
Views of Popocatepetl
Old
like Popocatepetl
In
neurone mirror
Sick
from fungicide
He
reads stomped newspaper
In
text he finds interesting news
Walks
from guardhouse
With
aglow nostrils
New
dose will arrive
After
certain minutes pass
In
the meantime Miljacka flows
And
dogs run between aged vines
Ash
caught upon streetcar rails
Inside
collage, among books
Because
of sudden moving
He
stops his heart
For
his favorite longing to expire
Attached
to the branches
Sad
maids
Unsettling
drops of dew
Hoofs
through fog
Carry
Towards
Bosna source
In
green earrings
I
didn't want to dream
While
they, possessed, cute, shopped
I
was positive I was in a dream
At
the promenade
With
females and fur-caps
In
Asia Minor
I
saw them coming
Through
the ethnic agency
With
father who breaches breath uphill
And
young, pregnant, spouse
Dog
in teeth
With
red tongue
I
did not dream
But
from the border rattled
Bellies
with twin-wombs
The
world is already erased
I
concluded, watching out
Not
to tumble down
These
highlanders can't see us
Nor
can these beauties
Who
predict future
But
today, I was right
Yesterday
I saw
Alien
matter
In
angora and flannel
Distributed
over bright sky
From
rural dunes
As
they suffer from strangulation
With
cobweb in throats
Plague
I
wrote a book
For
autistic kids
They
halted
Before
the title
I
wasn't worried for diagnosis
Maybe
they have worms in heads?
They
are born like that
And
mothers cry
I
explained with semaphore
Problem
is in health
Flea
on rats
Transfer
carcinoma
By
electric bugs
Song
of Chaos and Revolution
River
Neva floats skeleton
Up,
again, they planted ginger
On
blue Tatra and yellow gromila
Gave
birth to compass with red
Eyes
I
read the Book of Wormwood
Various
teas from horned nuts
Wild
Orgy passes fields
Frost
brought contagion
Sing
while they twiddle
Necks
stiffened
Now
will fool around coverings
In
the solemn underwear
Sleep
with sleeping mares
While
they poke your nerve
In
somber news of Victory
Will
be better
The
Only Way to...
King
of wave riders
Was
angry at seagulls
Because
they rested floating
“You
don't ride like that!”, shouted he
From
top of the mountain
Soon
enough his wave
Hit
the coast
Unwashed
From
face bursts madness
Fair
and clever
Alas
it fell dirty hands
Under
heaven's spotlights
In
golden carriage
And
strings of voice
Stolen
from angels
Never
Back into Box
Mechanical
ballerina
And
musical cylinder
Live
in a box
And
infinite variations of
Mirroring
neurons
In
echoing bang
But,
that is life...
While
in death
Exist
no ties
Nor
sentiment
Vase
with flowers
Or
comfortable home
Or
what is made up
In
between
Insincere
How
Orson Welles and Herbert George Wells...
In
October 1938, Orson Welles
Broadcasted
a reportage on war,
By
cosmonaut and futurist,
Herbert
George Wells...
Namely,
Neville Chamberlain
Masterly
put Adolf Hitler on
And
other famous world's names
While
Winston Churchill
Prepared
Martian fleet
And
covered up confident documents
Simultaneously,
let us remember,
IBM
monitored meteoroid trajectories
And
organized their destruction
Shortly
after that, into British plans
A
machinery got involved
Created
by anonymous inventor from
Madison
avenue
Which
killed Johnny and Bobby...
Even
more confusion reigned
And
no one was able to tell
Who
kills who
A
sole hope survived that on Mars
Something
still moves
Seven
Dragon's Scales
Wind
landed a story
Leaf
bitten by frost
It's
whirling descent captured my attention
A
mean reptile, suspected of
Hosting
hidden intelligence
Behind
its bloody irises and wet gums
Ten
minutes of silence
After
taking it apart seven times
I
put it back together and set it
Free
Its
eight pairs of legs moved and
Flew
I
monitor plague, frosting
Ceramic
melting on electric firs
And
Dragon in the sky, lost in fog
I
worry for its energy
Moon
looks ill
Awake
It
focuses strength of all madness
Unbearable,
another winter followed by vapor
Unbutton
and undress
I
seek Dragon
Mass
Stepmother
Drone
Nobel mass alcoholic
Passive
hit-man terrain Hirohito
Blues
queen shepherdess satyress
Hades
tabulatorix and labor monasterix
French
toast workerine pastille and tortilla
Holy
Hand Grenade
Devil
created embryo
Soliloquy
of madness
Atavistic
encyclopedia
Screw
You Jimi Hendrix
How
is it in Hell, Jimi?
Are
the fishes fresh, phosphorus, saltpeter?
Who
adjusts your magnets, Ronny Reagan?
Imagine,
they introduced chakras to school system.
Cars
now have keyboards.
Cacti
are source of food.
To
church we go on Mondays.
Wah-wah
is mandatory when introducing.
How
are you? Burning?
And
bell-bottoms...
Revolvers,
in the morning, for breakfast, in oil.
By
wires to outer planets,
not
to worry about bent space.
Frankly,
I hate white glass the most.
And
penguins in sandwich.
Never
Forgiveness
I
will hate you still
Although
it's a low passion
And
about high passions – I don't know
They
kill from heights?
Beware
of long nights
Sleep
if you can
Yet,
if ice age comes
Hatred
is fire
Grapes
in glacier
I'll
spill your brain
Out
on the western plain
There
are Houses...
There
are houses
There
are ants
Around
is stomped
There
is communication to others
You
will not know who killed you
Which
ant
By
which ant
Death
From Fable
Death
has no scythe but sack
Wrongly
they depicted it
I
know, when I waited for her
Empty-handed
She
stared at heart
Empty
Then
brain
It,
too, deleted
“Do
you have anything?”, she asked
Me
“Not,
me.”
“Then,
nada.”
Over
the Next Ocean...
Over
the frozen sea comrade frozen
Bring
me heart of your homeland
In
blue-white mosques Damascene
From
high mountains white
And
on your forehead beating division's flag
And
pure marching song of
Revolution
How
Davy Crockett Enamored Muse
Davy
Crockett loved Mooze
Because
she hit him into brain
Stomped
under bed an rag-carpet
And
didn't nudge him to fold clothes
She
too loved him
Because
she enjoyed joyful world of
Squirrels
and racoons
And
for general Santa Anna
They
only had one message:
Go
fuck yer momma!
New
Nobles Should be Mowed
New
little flames on cake
Launch
into rivulets of joy
To
burn, burn, burn
Which
did not Love
Those
which were not in love
They
brooded
And
became lands and peoples
Price
of Salvation
God
assured me
Heavens
will not send any more
Saviors
I
rejoiced
In
future, they told me
Prayer
will cost you
Dearly
Hope
is a Lousy Mistress
Hope
is a Lousy Mistress
Up
to the Moon, and further than dreams
Cools
while you descend into
Hell
Role
of Religion
While
lady was kissing her son
Sheik
bought his father
Lions
strolled in the garden
And
in five minutes tea boiled
She
took off socks and rolled her eyes
In
a cold room of silver
Where
she experienced religious conversion
Sheik
demanded papers and pipe
Nerve
endings in skin
Ramose
and black, fidgeted
Fire
burnt in the background, in mantlepiece
And
slowly it became warmer
She
uncovered herself and prayed to God
Morlocks
Old
Romans spake Serbian
Old
Serbs spake Roman
Morlocks
never changed
Crow's
Fruit
There
are too many dreams
Like
sugar sand
Each
facet pops rage
With
red tip of lip
Black
and yellow paints
Morphine
And
in hazy orchard
Of
dirt
Thirst
Bottom
Rain
fell
And
all is black
Fireballs
lower their glance
And
distant future has already
Buried
links
And
when the storm comes waters will rise
Dissolving
salts
And
who will see, between stars
Bottom
to which he sinks
Poet
to Poet
Poets
were buried by poets
Food
for poets, that are poets
Maddened,
crazy, malicious
And
What did Waiter Expect?
I
cooked ceders from Sinai
Fried
Muscovite dung
Shredded
Hadrian's leek
Jumbled
Pisistratus into Wellington
Germanic
spaghetti into Varanasi ketchup
Breastfed
moray with carp's boobs
Horns
from Klis upon Peking couscous
Crumbled
eggnog into Heinz
And
broiler pate into Schwaben hash
Deloused
Wolfgang into Višnjić textbook
And
pricked Canon on toothpick
And
Golden Fish Gone Silent
Military
grade program stuck by the word “prick”
Who
“wants prick”? What that mean?
“Prick”
is a code for – WTF?
And
when it stumbled at “My prick hurts!”
Program
snapped like emperor's cinch
He
Panders your Fishlets
Without
fishlets you are nobody
Feed
fishlets so they don't starve
Because
they are your I
Wagner
and Tchaikovsky ruined Music
Debaucher
rode swan and landed on lake
Young
bride's father ate kebab and watered wine
Overtly
made up evil widow seduced Korchagin
King
was murdered inside stage coach
Beggar
was confined in home detention
Will
Iago overcome Othello
And,
the award question:
Who
did Tchaikovsky put to sleep?
While
They're Pulling out Africa's Innards
My
life is so short
I
need to pad myself so much
Read
a book-or-two
And
die with surplus energy
Hitchhikers'
Guide for Al Qaeda
(episode
– Texas!)
Come
to Texas and speak freely
Be
sheriff’s deputy for justice
Bring
your portable mosque
Cruise
Rio Grande by plane
Sleep
in Stetson
One
day in elementary school
Straighten
up border with New Mexico
Davy
Crockett – predecessor of martyrs?
What
is tequila and what's tortilla
Be
Samurai in Cherrybone
In
summer's shade
Fat
samurai
Among
cherrybones
Oh
Catty!
Oh
cat Oh cat Oh cat
Bear
me a piglet
Modified
And
where is Lucky Luke?
They
forbade him smoking
And
Jolly took him
Far
away from doctors
Blake
Conducts Investigation
In
flower Baudelaire's ugly butt
Who
fucked his uber-lie?
Let
Mallarmé pray...
Paris
is that, girls love
Mysterious
paupers
Who
bloom in semidarkness
Misery
and Poverty Cooked Potatoes
Last
night hungry Greeks
Slaughtered
Cerberus
Corpse
fell to Jerusalem
They
baked heads
In
golden homes
Black
mass of brains
Took
off into dusk
To
conceive with
Bitches
Peacefully
to Deserts
Lift
up the engine from desert
Let
its tip enchant
White
pupils
Of
the sick
By
soft road to womb
Whence
milk flows
Into
cold children mouths
Smoke
from cosmos slowly
Drips
Into
alveoli
And
blood merges with the setting
New
bodies, like coral
Feed
fire
Church
of Revolution
Do
not pollute me with today's day
Turn
off arms, forks, bread
In
the Church of Revolution God is hungry
Sin
is invisible
Empirically
unprovable
And
chimes call
To
keep quiet
Origin
of Private Property
Here
was placed a sign
By
armed workers
There
was a gunfight
With
work tools
It
is hard not to wonder
Because
investments brought happiness
To
the poor
God
is Eros
Ocean
queries about the new dead
It
would like to know when will begin
Revolution
From
the air come rumors
Octopi,
squids and rays
Found
a bottle with message
Old
man from the cave writes
“My
Eros has risen!”
Flower
and Bumblebee
I
have nothing to show you,
Says
flower, except nakedness.
I
have nothing from your nakedness,
Says
bumblebee, I only care about your
Candy!
But,
that candy is, says flower,
The
essence of my nakedness!
I
don't care, says bumblebee,
I
don't want to think!
Buddha
and Elephant
Elephant
ate tree
And
from tree could be made
Teeter,
house, chiffonier, bench
Never
mind, I gave him the apples
Although,
it was not a tame elephant
I
observed wilderness in him
Mountains
and forests, clouds and river
Rain
flowed down the skin
Seeds
germinated from folds
Great
wheat savannah with
Castles
and pagodas
In
that dream people moved
Worked,
slept on heaps
Huge
mirror was built
In
which truth could not be found
Sand
winnowed
I
woke up under the tree
And
the elephant just waved
End
In
Linden street, Moritomo
cries
over radio-silence,
electrophones
had lit up the city.
“It
is pointless!”, bellow people,
“Is
there no God in cosmos?”
“I
will walk through you”, he decided.
“Where
plasma passes, there is no blood.”
He
rejoices, because Space is full of
unreasonable
bloodsuckers.
Sooty
machines drooping into the
molehill.
“He
is emptied”, collude men
while
he passes through them. “Dry.”
They
are wounded and immobile, but do talk.
Specter
of matter.
In
sea the shellfish arose.
“Now
is really the end”, states he while
emptying
from forms.
“He
has released ink”, says one,
who
is illiterate. “He is hiding”, adds
another
and drops dead.
“Here
you are, tattoo yourselves”, are his
last
words.
Cage
Here
is cage, and bird flew away
Scientist
sees ruined cage
“Now
will death”, says he
And
of bird he has forgotten
Food
for Carp
Hammer
broke nut
Genes
from legumes fed
Carps'
graves
Fear
stopped him cold
He
laughs and lies
Gene
for laughing releases bubbles
One
more line in geometry
Lifted
towards Universe
I
will no more be merciful
Here,
have your lobsters
I
abhor
Caviar
You
will become caviar
You
will travel by seed
Red
earth in stone
Water's
food
Ice
and fire, as need be
Soul's
mirror
Drawings
on wall
And
until you deliver
You
will love the evasive
And
electron that permeates you
Will
hurt
Emptiness
Where
eternal humans are
In
mountain
Faces
letters of alphabet
Brain
marrow of skull
Smooth
objects in hand
And
on this side
Echos
in cave
Of
jade
Essence
Moritomo
goes to Mars
Moritomo
brought fry-pan to Mars
They
said there's water
And
where's water, there's – fish
In
the world of illusionists
Bring
your own accessories
Air
Spectacle
Evil
Electron
Wind
brought cloud
We
thought it was bugs
Sun
light was teeming
Through
greasy corpuscles
It
was World's Soul
Swollen
in the West
Their
electrons
Connected
by resonance
Forced
them to drink blood
And
other scents
We
slept
To
recuperate
Fear
from short circuit
Made
our bodies
Paralyzed
Boltzmann's
Brain
You
have a chariot
And
you have a horse
And
now you need Boltzmann's
Intelligence
to put all that in
Motion
Perfect
Thought
Caterpillar’s
job is
To
fatten
On
buttocks, it has horns and
Faked
face
It
consists of a one fiber muscle
Rudimentary
eyes and
Olfactory
nerve
To
fatten
There
is mouth – and no anus
All
it eats
Turns
into butterfly
Haiku
Perfect
Sky
In
petal's lap
With
baby
Where
is your secret?
You
are practical, I don't know
Who
you learned that from?
Bitch